april 20th

a poem about trying to impart knowledge i only have in abstract form



no, its kinda like this
the way i think of it
you have to find your own way
to internalise
its about motor memory
you will get to the stage
you just think it and it happens
it looks like this
if feels somehow more right
what i think i do is
connect several thoughts together
have them as the same thought
then you can think of them at the same time
at the right time
no thats not the right time
it has its own character
its just more right
cant you feel thats not right
you tell me what you did wrong
try it again
try it again
try it again only
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different